There are times when all you want to do is sit down and breathe. Take in all that is happening all around and not question it. Let every thought just settle down in such a way that it does not come back to haunt. Ideally this should happen every day so that we carry no extra emotional baggage. But most of us realize our worst fears when alone. We always wonder why someone likes or dislikes our company when the fact is we hate spending time with ourselves. No wonder we value company of others more than our own. We chase people who we think complete us knowing very clearly that no one can fill the void left by our own self.
What is reality and what is a myth is very difficult to ascertain. What may seem real today may tomorrow become a distant memory slowly becoming a myth. Say for example how many of us still cry and miss our very first crush. Frankly there is a fat chance that we may even get the name right. The truth is, this crush then seemed surreal; it was not a crush it was true love but today nay! No where close. But do I still cry when I cut my finger, yes I do! The pain remains the same and is very much real.
Now I had heard somewhere that if you try to hold sand very tight it will keep oozing out from the gap. So the same way if you hold every memory of every person tightly there is a fat chance that the best memory will slip away. I guess the memories that we make ourselves will never slip by…
Wonder why I right all this gibberish! Well I am sitting in retrospection to ensure that I will need none of it in future…
Who says I am growing old. I am just trading my age for wisdom… Nothing comes free not even love!
Cheers to all those who have made my life a big holiday...
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